The truth is...

HELLO everyone. Morning :) Its Saturday yaw :D

Okay I woke up at 7 today, huh so early. And I went to the living room to see the others.

But I guessed im just too late, cos they're already gone to Ip for my sister's farewell party.

Its her last day of recruiting, yeay, congrats sis.

Last night, I went to the library with the others; donna, ann, nat and scott.

Cos library closed at 9pm. 

So sweet to look at scott calling with myra, gee. Im so jealous. 

Both of them are so like, cute. They're the cutest couple I've ever seen, and annatasha too. * not to frgt. 

They will call with each others every minutes like erghhhh. so cute!

You can hear myra's voice and saying ' I love you ' like hundred times to scott.

And scott will be very worry everytime they hung up the phone cos myra is at a concert.

Oh yeah, I guessed y'all must be blurr when im saying this aight.

Okay myra is at KL to study there. And scott is here at sabah .

So yeah currently they're having a long distance relationship. 

But still cool, and sweet together.

So lets move on. I got plenty of time to blogging here, hehe.

Okay, I have a topic here. Its a topic i've been waiting to post.

HOW DO YOU FEEL WHEN YOU'RE A  RELATIONSHIP DISASTER? 

okay, this topic will usually starts with a words ' scandal ' dont you think so?

*take a deep breath. 

Let us talk on the side of the person who are the relationship disaster.

what are actually they feel? are they happy?

Why should they be happy?

Cos they're with the guy/girl that they've been wanted? Cos they're already ruining someone's relationship? Or they think they are cool? humph! 

I have a friend who's ever be in this situation.

I had asked her about it, and she said, ' I dont know. Yeah, I think Im so stupid by doing that thing.I had already know that he's a fiancee to another woman by that time, but I dont know why Im still doing it.' and I asked her back if she loves that guy, she answer me 'I do, but not at the first time I met him.'

I asked her again, did his fiancee knew about it and she answer me 'Yeah, after 4 months I've been together with him, and she did text me too'. And then I move on with the next question and I asked her, how did she let the guy go. Then she answer me 'I dont know but by that time I just think that I dont wanna ruined someone's relationship' and then I asked her with my final question 'are you regret?' and she said 'yes'.

So thats what my friend's opinion, but how about the others?

Do they like about being duplicated by someone? 

Well as for me, in my opinion, the person like this are called SELFISH!

Cos they only think about them, about their happiness. But they dont think about the happiness of this couples have made. They like to make a chaos in someone's relationship.

Well to make it clear, I do have this situation and its happen umm..not long time ago.

But dont get me wrong, im not in the place of the person who's ruined someone's relationship.

But its MY relationship who had been ruined. 

and just thank god, we recover it very soon. and guessed what Im still with him now. :)

How I feel when Im found out?

IM ANGRY! I FEEL RESENTFUL! AND I...cried!

I feel like I want to pull that girl's head! I guessed facebook are great after all.

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Lets continue here, about how I feel about this thingy nowadays.

Okay about those girls who're interested in my boyfie.

I say 'BOOOOO YOU W****!'

I may be a 17th years old teenager, not a kiddy, but I think more rationalistic than you um..adults in 20's?

and whats hurt me more, this girl knew all of his family members?

ahhhh.. thats confusing me now. 

STEF baby now you know why I din reply any of you're texts. Cos Im not cool with you now. And Im so MAD at you. IM SO PISSED OF.

Its not really cool for you to lie to me, cos Im not saying Im great, but Im not that stupid.

All of your hide msges in facebook, I can read it.

your chat with MIZA RAHMAT? HEH, yeah I enjoy reading those chat ;)

And I've seen your notify and I spot NIEM-NIEM ARENIEMS name.

I tot you said she was nothing, but hey she so closed with your family,cousin and friends.

STEF, STEF STEF...could you stop lying and tell me the truth? 

How can you expect me to be loyal and listen to you when you cant be truth to yourself?

Please okay? :)

So how are everyone's feeling now? 

Have a great day, and enjoy your saturday people. I love y'all. 

till then thats all. BYE :)